Change

So i am not a grammar nazi by any means, but a sentence i wrote is true, but bothers me...

"i am not as big of a fan of change as i thought i was..." theres something wrong with it... oh well...

so i was at the last party my friends will have...its a tradition thing, and it was really sad to be the "old" outsider... things change, and i think this is the first of many times i now dont want to graduate... i truly do, however, i dont want my family to move away... its just a sense of mourning, of what used to be...