well, besides Christmas, this time of year is full of anticipation and nerves. school starts again. i really have no emotion pro or con for it. i can so live w/ that
masks in general, hide things. they cover reality, fakeness, etc... but not all masks do that... they create confidence, and sometimes, they can create a better sense of self, and add to features already present, and draw them out.
Pain leads to alot of things. anger, depression, so many negative things... but if you have God in your life, you can move past the negative things... beauty, life, clarity, so many things that are good. you just have to ask God to reveal it for you, because it is one of the hardest things to look for on your own.