a real post?!

isnt it amazing what a few weeks can do for perspective... i was in ireland for two weeks for school (lets be serious it was a vacation...) and it was amazing. but thats not my point here.. i was able to get away from conflict, emotion and to see things as they are. i did lack in seeing in HIS eyes... that is the only way to see things truly as they are. but i digress. stresses like school, relationships, friends, money melted like a semi-warm day. not completely melted, but goopy and easy to see how they lost their harsh edges and pointy barbs. i was glad to get away.... made things not so bad. realized that he wasnt for me AT ALL. cured that right up... getting home made me realize that maybe another he could be. but not to get too crazy about it. it was good to have things clarified. i'm getting in trouble tho- traveling like this made me crave so much more... i want to see the world!